Protected: “What ifs”
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“God loves you, OK?” -p first thing that came into my head was, “yes I know God loves me. That is always true- He has such affection for me.” I turned off the computer and went upstairs feeling defeated. I believed God loved me yet I still felt that everything is all wrong. I took comfort in the fact that despite circumstances, at least God loved me. As I was about to sleep, I thought about it some more. It kept repeating in my head like a children’s Sunday school song- so simple yet there’s something buried deep inside it, one day hopefully revealed by a child who learns to search beyond the words. I saw the folly of my limited thinking. “Love” isn’t the mere capsule of human’s capacity or standard of love. But “love” in context of that sentence encompasses a deeper plight and purpose other than and including affection. “Love” is not just the obscure emotion as one can “love” a certain color or particular food. Instead, this “love” imitates that function of a verb- an action beyond the mushiness of the heart. Instead, it is the manifestation of the complex idea. And for me to agree […]
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this weekend was amazing. God overflows in blessings. My heart reached such happy heights. i was about to sleep when a friend called me up to talk about BASIC. we just shared to each other how faithful God was that night…and how prayer was so integral in its preparation. The one thing i will take from BASIC- how God calls so sweetly His children to pray…most of the time we think that we go to God when we want to talk to Him, but did you know that God can call His children to prayer? It’s this feeling of longing- a yearning so sweet, you can only satisfy by uttering all your present thoughts to Him. How sweet to think that God tugs at our hearts when He wants to spend time with us. “marchesa, talk to me…” wow. -“something bout the ocean and i’m lost in love again” anyways, i continued talking to this friend of mine, and his words were such an encouragement to me. you know when someone says something about you that you don’t want to hear, but in the same time is so encouraging? He also challenged me tonite…hahaha and asked me straight up questions […]