I see a lot of things these days. I hear various ideas and I think sometimes I, in paranoia, poison what can be conceived as innocent, as threats to my comfort. In conflict, I confuse pride with sensitivity, and humility with indifference. I just confuse myself and God’s investment in me. Then I stumbled on this while looking at an old picture of my praise team from college, which was inserted in my Bible as a sentimental bookmark: “Was it for nothing that I kept my heart pure and kept myself from doing wrong? All i get is trouble all day long; every morning brings me pain. Then I realized how bitter I had become, how pained i had been by all I had seen. I was so foolish and ignorant- I must have seemed like a senseless animal to you. Yet I still belong to you; you are holding my right hand. you will keep on guiding me with your counsel, leading me to a glorious destiny. Whom have i in heaven but you? I desire you more than anything on earth. My health may fail, and my spirit my grow weak, but God remains the strenth of my […]