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I am SO blessed. I am so BLESSED. “Since I started for the Kingdom, Since my life He controls, Since I gave my heart to Jesus, The longer I serve Him, The sweeter He grows. Chorus The longer serve Him, the sweeter He grows, The more that I love Him, more love He bestows; Each day is like heaven, my heart overflows, The longer I serve Him, the sweeter He grows. Ev’ry need He is supplying, Plenteous grace He bestows; Ev’ry day my way gets brighter, The longer I serve Him, The sweeter He grows.” I post this every year on my birthday.  It is my heart’s song on this day of every year because it is so true to me.  I cannot create new words that easily depict how I feel, so this hymn will always do. Thank  you to all my friends who have greeted me, my church who supports ministries I passion after, my families who yields such power through prayer, my innocent Zienne- who is learning in leaps and bounds to love me, my Emmanuelle- who has shown me truly what an unconditional loving heart can change a giant, and my devoted husband Perze- who shows […]

Anci: my 30%

maybe i should apologize for keeping that 30%…really, it saddens me. maybe my best explanation is my childhood. i was such an introvert. my best friends were paper and pen…and God as co-author. i was very secretive. i was even always depressed. i thot no one would understand so i didn’t bother telling people how i felt cuz i didn’t know how i felt either. i just learned to be alone, to be quiet and observe my surroundings, to pray, to write. believe me, even my freshman year in college, someone had to teach me how to open up. someone had to tell me that i needed to share what i was feeling, that people did care, to risk being vulnerable and stop being so strong. urr…i never thot i would have to share this. i feel like such a drama queen. but paul, this is how i am. i guess i just don’t share everything cuz every time i tell someone something so vulnerable, i am scared that they won’t understand what i deem important. plus, i’m just used to listening. but i am trying harder these days to open up to people i’m learning to trust. you know, […]