There are times that I get wary of what the future holds. I used to be an optimist. I used to think that everything is going to be alright. But I know that I have changed. Even though I try not to show it but I worry too much. I worry of little things. I worry about bigger things.
maybe i’m just tired. sleeping 5 hours everyday is not really the most helpful thing. everyday during my commute I always end up with a headache. am I developing motion sickness? I keep telling people to have faith in God but i’m the one that worries too much to the point that I contradict myself.
I feel so far away from my first love. Your Word looks like a strange language to me that no matter how I try to read it but I don’t understand. Is this how it feels like to be forsaken?
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