so here i am at 8.5 months:
she’s 4 lbs. now, which is good since she can survive at that weight if ever she ceases to grow and i need to be induced to giving birth. Although she is of low birth weight, there have been many successful cases where a 4 lb. baby has been delivered, so i am not worried.
when i go to my checkups and ultrasounds, her heartbeat is always steady, and to see her heartbeat is so amazing because i know she’s being well taken care of in there. Not only does she function, but i know she has a lovely personality already. She knows when to make a scene, and when to be shy. She knows when i’m resting and when she needs attention.
the 2x a week hospital visits are inconvient right now because now i have to stay in SJ, which means perze has to be alone in Budd Lake on some nights. I’m not very use to this anymore, and when it happens, i cannot sleep easily anymore. Plus, the days perze weren’t with me were the days Emma’s heartbeat was ranging a bit lower than usual.
it’ll take some adjustment, but everything should turn out ok…in a month, i’ll get to see her face…and her bum…hahaha…
“little star, how i wonder what you are…”