the baby’s gonna be here sooner than i think. i still feel the “willies” everytime i think of it and realize that I’m going to be a father soon. I used to be very worried … used to be … but i have really seen how God has ushered me from one place in my life, to another. it all seemed a minute ago when i saw Marchesa’s comment in my xanga guestbook, then we met, became friends, fell in love, got engaged, got married … now we are having a baby.
Late last year I was given a new assignment by my company, so I am still trying to learn the ropes of what I’m really supposed to do. most of the time i occupy myself with work and what-not that it would seem that all i think about is work. i guess i’m just trying to keep myself busy or else i’m going to start worrying again. it seems that everything has happened so fast to the point where sometimes i’m left open handed wondering what i will do next.
but despite all of these, i still know that i have a Father that looks after me and my family. someone that i ca look up to and be the best father that i can be to my little baby … and of course, a good husband to my wife.
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